Today marks the 10th anniversary when you lost your fight and went to sleep forever. My heart aches today as it always has done since you closed your eyes and left me. I miss you so much and wish that I can see you again, hear your voice when I want to phone you amongest those times when I need my mums voice at the other end. I love you so much and that will never change. I hope you now know how much you mean to me and always have done. I need my mum, then, now....always. I feel you were let down in so many ways towards to the end and during the last 10 years where I am now the only one who visits your grave where others promised they would never forget you. A big part of me died when Daddy died, and an even bigger part of me died when I could not make you to wake up despite squeezing your hand. Please always know that I have always loved you, fought for your love, and will continue to love you into the eternities. Sweet dreams Mammy xxxx