This site is dedicated to the memory of Sheila Lewis.
Sheila Lewis was born in Haverfordwest on December 24, 1946. She is much loved and will always be remembered by all her friends and family.
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Another year has passed and I still miss you as much as the day you left me. They say that time is a healer.....they are wrong. I ache for onto be with me, to see my four beautiful children grow up and become such wonderful adults. They have missed out on having their Nana in their lives. We talk often about you, the good and the bad, as you know but we keep your memory alive. The pain I feel is testament to the love I have for you.
Mammy, why? Just why? Why you? You deserved to live your life, to share all that is good with your family and even though I know things wouldn't have been any different to what it was like before you died, I would prefer to have you here with me longing for your love and attention rather than not having you here at all.
I love you and that will never end ❤️❤️
Maria
6th May 2023
Today marks the 10th anniversary when you lost your fight and went to sleep forever. My heart aches today as it always has done since you closed your eyes and left me. I miss you so much and wish that I can see you again, hear your voice when I want to phone you amongest those times when I need my mums voice at the other end. I love you so much and that will never change. I hope you now know how much you mean to me and always have done. I need my mum, then, now....always. I feel you were let down in so many ways towards to the end and during the last 10 years where I am now the only one who visits your grave where others promised they would never forget you. A big part of me died when Daddy died, and an even bigger part of me died when I could not make you to wake up despite squeezing your hand. Please always know that I have always loved you, fought for your love, and will continue to love you into the eternities. Sweet dreams Mammy xxxx
Maria
5th May 2021
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9th June 2011
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Mammy, as always, yesterday was a hard day. 13 years without you and it feels just like yesterday when you left me. I love you and I miss you, and I am cross with you and frustrated with you, but still I ache for you and feel sorry for you because you should be living your life here, experiencing things, going places, seeing your grandchildren grow up and celebrate their successes and triumphs. Why is life so cruel? I know we didn't have a strong relationship but I love you from the moon and back, always have and always will. I am so sorry for not being the daughter you wanted it needed. I will always keep your memory alive and while doing so, I will try my hardest to find the truth about daddy too. Sleep tight Mammy. My love forever xxx
Lit by Maria 🤍 on 6th May 2024
I love you Mammy.
Not a day passes without a thought of you in it, not a tear drops without a thought of you, not not break in my heart without a thought of you.
You were robbed of your life and we were robbed not having you in ours.
Please know how much I love you and miss you terribly.
Sweet dreams ❤️
Lit by Maria on 6th May 2023
Yesterday was hard as it is each and every day without having you here with me, and despite the fact that I know that things would not be any different to what it was between us when you were still here, at least I could still see you and hear your voice. I know that I was not your everything, and that I embarrassed you, was an inconvenience, brought shame to your door, was different, you could not understand where I was coming from but I was still your daughter, heartbroken because I lost Daddy and a girl who needed her mums love. The last few days with you will be ones that I will treasure for the rest of my life as words were shared that I have never heard before, ones that even Angela and Jennifer can never take away from me. I might have been different to your other daughters but I was your daughter and I always needed you and you turned your back on me so many times. I don't know if it was because of that man who were married too turning your head as he di not like me but there were so many times that you hurt me so badly but yet, I still came running to you. I love you Mammy, always have, always will. I wish that you did not have that ugly disease and go through what you did - it is not fair, never will be, and I will never come to terms with that. Please know that I always loved you.
Lit by Maria on 6th May 2022
